Hi Chloe, Im one of your listener everyday i tuned in to easy rock and i liked your program RST. I just wanna share about the best love i had in my life. I honestly crying while making this message. Its just not a good ending for our story ends. I had this girl that i met wayback 2009 thru online, wr became friends, we met and become my bestfriend. I honestly admit to myself it was a love at first sight. But i cant go on coz that time she still had a bf. Time passed, we go out and hangout, i still remember the time shes in hong kong working but we still has communication, i txt her everyday, email her to let her know that im always here for her until the time she want bck here and we meet again. I know the risk in telling esp to your bestfriend about the feelings i have for her but kahit na alam kong risky i still pursue and told her everything about my feelings. She doesnt have bf na that time. After admitted my feelings to her hindi ako nabigo, it was 19th day of march 2011. Im the happiest guy in the world. We went to many places and spent our time together, pinakilala ko sya sa family ko at ganun din siya. A lot of things happens, she took care of me when i had my operation, hindi sya umuwi from the time na na admit ako sa hosp coz sis ko lang ksma ko and my sis is busy working umuuwi lng xa to get clothes, i really appreciate it and love her so much, sabi ko nga sana siya na. I remember nga kapag sinasabi ko sa kanya she was a dream come true to me and i honestly cried telling that to her. I made my video telling how happy i am and told her our story and how much i love her with our song in the background minsan lang kita iibigin by gary v and ariel rivera. after a year i created her a portrait of us and i gave that as a gift, i wrote her a letter to that portrait. But sad thing, i got a msg that parang hindi na sya worth it na bgyan ko sya nun i dont know why, wala akong alam shes falling out of love na pala. She met a guy nung nagtraining sya sa coastguard 3 months after kasi nung sinagot nya ako nagpaalam sya to enter coastguard dahil big pay and shes an rn, i let her undergo training coz i have trust in her but i know the risk na baka may makilala sya dun at magustuhan pero i know its her dream so i support her. But she did not make it so i asked her to try bpo industry which i belong and she made it, we same company but diff account. Days passed hindi na sya maxadong sweet like before, although nagkkta kmi kya lng prang d na xa happy until such time i got a msg asking me to let her go na and told me hindi sya worth it sa love ko, i asked her na magkita kmi and talk abt it but she refused. It was the saddest day of my life. 22nd of march 2012. You know chloe my dreams collapsed, nawalan na ako ng gana, evetyday i woke up its very painful knowing na wala na sya saken. I cried, i drink, napapabayaan ko na sarili ko, work ko, my team, afterwork i always drink just to let this filings gone. The day before she txt me to let her go i honstly askd my frnds ideas for proposal. You know chloe i had relationshp after her but it does not work i ended up admitting that im still inlove wth my brstfrnd. 1 month 3 months lng kmi. You know what chloe, its been almost 3 yrs since we break up but the filings still in my heart. Afterall i came to realized that there is no perfct love, meron cguro sa iba. I admit that was the painful, exciting, best love story of mine. Sabi ko nga if ders a way lang to delete humans memory yung tipong paggising mo wala na yung memories at love pero hindi eh i always ended up crying esp im alone. Sana makarecover ako and sana mamit ko na yung girl for me. I shared my story to let your listeners know na masarap magmahal minsan nga lang masakit. Shes now in saudi kakaalis lng nya last month, and ironic pa inaanak ko pmangkin nya. Hehe dats life. She had her relationshp now ung coastguard guy. Im happy for her of course. And hopefully totally makarecover na ako. Her name is Dez. Im happy for both of them. Haba na ng msg ko hehe. More power to your program. Bye. RM
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 03:53:06 +0000
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