Hi Yall! I think I will go next. First off I want to say thank you to Adam for being open and willing to share his story, as I know the others will too. My name is Tabitha and Im 26, I have 7 amazing kids ( With my boyfriend), it just so happens that 4 of them are our 4 legged furry babies. I grew up in a military family and was mostly raised in AL. I have 3 older brothers. While a lot of people would say siblings pick on each other all the time, there are still lines to be crossed. I was picked on every day by them and sometimes in the most hateful ways, since weve grown older I would like to say its gotten a lot better... but it hasnt. However, I have rekindled a friendship that I never knew was possible with one of them. Also being with my boyfriend I have become part of such an amazing and large family. They all have welcomed me and my son and daughter with opened arms even with my flaws and mistakes. In school I was always picked on because I was bigger than others and let me tell you that is one of our biggest problems in bullying still today. I was constantly told I was ugly and fat, that no one would want to be friends with the fat girl. I didnt have very many friends at all but I did have one who stuck by me even when others tried to change me and make me what they wanted me to be. I have also been married 2 times to 2 very abusive men, mentally and physically. Up until I got with the man I am with today, I blamed myself for every time I was hit or talked down to by them. Then he helped me realize it was nothing I did wrong and NO one deserves that, EVER. I honestly never thought anyone could truly understand some of my pain, but I have learned that someone somewhere will always understand... even if its in a different way. I still struggle everyday with downgrading myself over and over even over the littlest things. But i was very lucky to find someone the doesnt mind reminding me how beautiful I am to him every day.... and i say that I mean he literally has to do it EVERY day. I will not lie, I have thought about ending my life more than once and have attemped it, however because of Aaron he has helped me hold my head high everyday, he has saved my life and I mean that literally. Every time I thought I couldnt do it anymore it seemed like he was right there to pick me back up and say Yes you can baby, well do it together. Just always know that there is someone out there to help you. We all might be far away from you but I Promise, We are here for you. We will do anything we can to help. You are loved and wanted no matter what people has put in to your head.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 18:55:42 +0000
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