Hi everyone, From mommy.... sorry my whatsapp didnt want to work today Apologies I know you were all concerned and that you care. Thank you all for ur special messages I ❤u all & I know that Michaella knows how special she is. The latest update- She is doing better, her sats are picking up slowly but it helps so they can reduce the oxygen on the vent tonight it was on 75% the vent is still on and nothing changed there. Fluids are taking time to drain which is making it hard, she woke up in the time that we were there and shes still fighting so then they increase sadation it was very sad because all the machines alarm when she wakes up. They have increased all her medication and started new ones. They unfortunately cant try reduce the vent until she is awake, but at this stage it seems that its best for her to rest a while more. Since monday night they have tried giving her 2mls off milk every hour but she keeps on pushing it out so her body doesnt absorb the nutrients, this afternoon they ordered TPN Nutrients and everything she needs via a drip but at this stage her body is still rejecting it and not absorbing what she needs.. Heavenly father lord this is not a nice road, god its not always easy to stay positive because lord I know that all this meds has its own side affects, god I feel very angry when they sidate her because it feels like theyre drugging her and shes not at all used to medication, god sometimes I feel that maybe I can take better care of her as I know her and I know her needs, god I struggle to communicate with people because it feels like Im negative, lord Michael turns around in his sleep aggressively at night and I know he misses her, I may sound selfish when I say this and I know it takes time but I really need you to start helping her to help herself.. God I cant imagine what she must be going thru and god it makes me angry and tired and very emotional seeing her like this god please help her feel better she does have emotions and doesnt know whats going on please help her it must feel like forever to her because it feels like forever for me too and I know its only day 4 now.. God I believe in you & I know you listen but please do her a special favour and listen to her mom.
Posted on: Thu, 18 Sep 2014 22:18:28 +0000
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