Hi guise I just wanted to share something lang with you. I just want to share how faithful our God is. Dalawang story to so mahaba haba siya haha! (suppose to be blog to, pero i forgot kung ano yung PWord ko sa tumblr so yeah =)) ) I hope youll be patient sa pagbabasa haha! :) - Anyway.. Matagal tagal nadin to. Uhh.. Prayer and fasting pa to. Day 1 palang, ayun theres an answered prayer na agad. Kasi sa 1st sem ko, I had this major subject (Accounting 1) tapos ayun bumagsak ako. As in super hopeless ako, kasi 6 units yun. So sa madaling salita, I have to repeat that subject. Then, nung 2nd sem na, one of my former accounting classmates told me na Ikaw kasi di ka nangogopya kaya yan etc etc. its like, that person is making sisi pa sakin na kaya ako bumagsak kasi di ako nangopya. Ayun, theeen.. First day ng klase for 2014, January 6, 2014. First day din ng fasting. Well, ayun bongga lang kasi accouting agad yung subject first day na first day. Then nagpaseatwork agad. Then during the seatwork.. Nasa harap kasi yung prof ko then katapat ko siya tapos bigla niyang sinabi... ..Ms. Rasco, study hard for the midterms ha? Eh medj masungit na tone yung gamit niya so KINABAHAN AKO. Another bagsak na naman ba ituuu? Then, some of my classmates asked their grades na if papasa ba sila or what tapos.. One of my classmates asked our prof kung sino yung rank one. To my surprise.... Ako pala yun top 1. I didnt expect it. Kaya pala ako sinabihan ng prof ko na magaral pa ng mas maigi so that maka-uno ako. First day na first day ng prayer and fasting.. May answered prayer agad pero yung sagot ni God sa prayer ko.. IS MORE THAN WHAT I HAVE ASKED. Kasi ang pinagpray ko lang naman ay makapasa ako. Pero being in the top 1? Its just..... Wow. That day.. i just realized that we fast not because we want God to answer our prayers sa faith goals natin.. But we fast so that we will know Him more and more and more. God just proved to me na even before I ask things in His name..may sagot na siya. Then.. 4th day of fasting. Kuya erwin told me na magCocommunications Training ako. To be honest, natatakot ako. At nahihiya. Pero since ilang weeks pa naman.. Edi pinagisipan ko. Hmm.. Day 5, idk pero biglang naging hopeless ako in a way. One of my faith goals kasi is that..SOMEONE WILL REACH OUT MY BIOLOGICAL PARENTS. Even though I NEVER met them pa. I didnt even have a photo of them. Somehow..THAT MAKES ME THINK NA.. It is impossible to happen.. Sobrang nagiging cloudy yung mind ko, sobrang nagiging faithless ako. I have fears. Then.. Last saturday, kuya carlo preached about having faith to obey. Ayokong mag communications training kasi nahihiya ako and so whatever. But i still said yes sige aattend ako kasi opportunity din yun. Then nung sunday.. God just revealed me the reason why ako mag cocomm training. I have faith na may magrereachout sa biological parents ko, pero what am I doing? Am I showing God na faithful ako? Ayuuun.. God let me join the Comm. Training kasi malaking tulong yun for me..And he wants me Obey Him to reach-out for the lost. Like, what if I shared the good news to the person whos going to reach out the person that will reach my parents too? OR maybe, may tao din na nagppray na mareach out din yung family nila and ako pala yung gagamitin ni God to reach them out? And He just remind me of His promise na.. Kung nasave ako.. Pati yung buong family ko will be saved din. Kaya sabi ko kay God.. Sige God, tapos naman na yung plan mo eh. I may not understand those things na nangyayare pero Ill trust in You God is a faithful god even though we became faithless. Naisip ko nga, grabe si God kasi.. Kahit dumadating yung times na nagdodoubt tayo.. Pinaparamdam padin niya yung Love Niya for us. He never left and He will remain faithful. There may be unanswered prayers, or sometimes di na natin maintindihan yung plan Niya. But always remember, HIS PLANS ARE SUPER DUPER ULTRA MEGA TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL TODO NA TOH BETTER THAN OUR PLANS. :) Ayun lang.. :) pray with me nadin. ^_^ God bless you! :)
Posted on: Sat, 25 Jan 2014 15:25:13 +0000