Hit the wrong button and deleted this on accident but Im posting again because I feel it may hit home for some of you. Artificial happiness. Artificial hope. Artificial inspiration. Artificial compassion to sell something. Its out there but rest assured, youll never read or hear that from me. Sobriety doesnt mean my lifes flawless. Im not going to paint a warm, fuzzy, life is perfect picture that I have all my puzzle pieces together, like I have no more fear, like I endure no more struggles. I was out there messing up, destroying my life for 8 years. Its going to take time and patience and faith to rebuild all the damage. Just yesterday the devil had his foot on my throat. I used the tools taught to me in recovery and by the end of the day, I looked up at the demon and smiled. Why did I smile a confident smile??? Because I realized that the demon can knock me down some days but that bastard will not ....and I repeat WILL NOT kill me as long as Im Gods warrior, as long as I reach out to others in the program and expose and silence the voice of negativity and illness. And as long as I dont forget to be humble to the power of addiction no matter how much time I have or how many goals I achieve. ...Feel like superman? Be careful friends.... thats exactly where your disease wants you to be..... #BzBe13 #HellandBack
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 17:10:46 +0000
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