Hmmm where i should start it,,,he was my friend (kakak kelas) he had fallen in love with me,,for the first time met me,,after 3 years i later i received his love,,we have been together about 1 year,,after that i wanna break up,,he layed down in my feet and said ,,,plz dont broke up,,he wanted me to kill him,,if i did it,,everytime he wanted me to come to his house to meet his parents ,,i always refuse it,,until one day,,he wanted me an angange but i refused it,,,he hit his motorcycle to the wall and his legg was broken (patah) could not walk for a while ,,and i visited him with someone,,my new bf,,what i have done!!! I didnot care bout his feeling at all even he was sick,,but he was smlie and said * anna i love u forever,,i cant love another anymore,,answer my last question plz* r u happy with him??i said yes iam,,,he said i loved u so much so i will let u go iam happy if u happy,,but promise me plz never show up again in my eyes,or i will sucide and after 1 year later how shocked iam ,,,his parents told me that he become crazy and stayed in mental hospital bout 1 year,,its mean he was crazy after i left him behind,,ohhhh until now he still sick,,YES YES YES HE TOOK THAT PAIN FOR MY HAPPINEZZ ,,HE PREFER TO HURT HIS SELF FOR MY HAPPINEZZ,,but not my fault ,,not my fault ,,,i tried to not blame my self but i cant,,i still feel guilty until now,,am i a cruel one??tell me miki mouse ,,tell me beibe??
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 07:09:17 +0000