Hope this post is cool, been on my mind for days... I guess one of my biggest issues at this point with people in communication is shame. Others seem to believe i should b ashamed to be homeless or fly a sign or say ridiculous things due to Mental Illness. I refuse. Lol, if anything, i am reaching a point where i am almost proud to champion my hobo card because it serves to navigate me to REAL mofos instead of the bs... REAL people know hobo the TRAVELER means patient, empathetic, overly generous, lonely/over talkative, sarcastic, creative/adaptable, brave, silly, open minded/intuitive and understanding, trust too easy n get hurt too much, believe in what u cant see cuz u FEEL it.... We say what we feel (loud n loyal baby!), we share what we have cuz weve gone without, and what u see is what ya get-we dont have time for image-too worried about dinner for our twelve roaddogs n keepin warm n the next bucket list item...and yes some of us talk to animals like they are fn equals, wild animals take food from my hands, can u say that? Name a better example of ULTIMATE trust in this universe. I see no reason for shame in any of that. If you dont like it, dont fn look! I have been to places you will never see, i have learned more than i ever couldve dreamed, i have friends in every corner of the globe from ALL walks of life. I get stranded not stuck, i am houseless not homeless and i am usually happy to b proven wrong about something because the proof you present feeds my truest greatest addiction which is and always has been LEARNING... When i do ask for help, i am honest and respectful and i deserve the same in return. Noone owes me but I WILL say something if i see someone completely ungrateful. Hitting a rough patch is human, being a dick is NOT. Im not perfect but i will never be ashamed of who i am because those that want me to are only focused on my flaws to keep avoiding mirrors and their own. They only attack others because my openness with myself threatens to expose their facade i guess. Ill cry in public, we were created to feel, i will not deny myself needed personal health. When i fall asleep at night wether its in flood of tears or a symphony of voices inside me, the one thing i know in my heart is that i tried my best and i will again tomorrow. Im ok with that. I guess its like i wrote a whole novel just to say: Im hobo fabulous and haters only make me famous! McF*ck it
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 19:09:56 +0000