How? Way back HS Days May guy ako nkilala from common friends. Hes like the guy na youd wish to commit yourself. Fun to be with, mabait and gentleman. We share PMs to each other most of the time. The usual sweet messages in morning. He made me realized that I can also be loved the way I want to. I was about to give him my love. I started to treat him as my man. Without a label. Idk, maybe its just me. He said I was the woman for him and he promised me FOREVER. (Big lie). Were dating, seeing each other, in short, were unofficially lovers. Theres this little thought in my head says hes just fooling around but thats not what I see in his eyes. I see love and sincerity in his every I love you! Weve been like this for 2 yrs. Happy yet sad for me coz I feel that hes not really mine. (For the fact that were not official). But I trust him. I TRUSTED HIM. Gave him everything iykwim. Feels like were the happiest love birds. Plot twist. That guy is IN A RELATIONSHIP for 5 yrs when were together. And hes getting married next month. Without me knowing for 2 yrs. Just wow. Sad but true. And me? Crying in the middle of the night, everynight. Idk how can I move on from this. Feels like Im the dumbest creature created. How can I trust again without having doubts? How can I love sincerely when all I think is the burden from love? For you: Hope youll never do that again to your soon-to-be wife. Let me be the last girl to cry. Bye. iCry 2011 College of brokenhearted
Posted on: Mon, 27 Oct 2014 11:52:45 +0000