How can love be so bright then suddenly turn into a cold night? Im alone in this fight that they call life, trying so hard but all I do is starve. Craving so much out of life, but its never enough, my mind is lost, my heart has been sold to someone that I thought was gold... Closing a door and hoping to open another, nursing my soul back to life as if I was my own mother. Nothing but lies, nothing but too many helpless fights, cant stop but cry, and wonder why my life is cutting me deep with a sharp knife, trying so hard but cant find my way, my life is suddenly a lost maze, cant go right cant left Im tired and out of breath. Came so far I cant give up, so I fall on my knees and pray for luck, my heart has become so cold, Im not myself that nice shit has gotten old, the weather is dark, the air is cold I close my eyes and my life unfolds, my dreams are close but so far away, like looking up at the sky everyday, I have been through so much, that I cant go back my faith is what Im beginning to lack, I wont allow myself to fall on my back because my past I hated that. Only 20 years old and it scares me to death that my life has put me through a serious test, Im drowning in my mistakes and cant find the answer its like a disease better yet like cancer. Nobody understands and they never will, the ones that do never stay thats why I keep my heart guarded like Im carrying around a AK.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Aug 2014 05:51:56 +0000
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