How does love FEEL? How does it enter and where exactly does it GO? I have a problem. I fall in love with people, places, ideas, and even just the thought of love rattles me. Often. So often that I barely have time to breathe before it happens again and again and again. Its not an ownership kind of love. Not a love you put in a box with a name on it. Its that instant when you are with someone and you are flooded with this sense that love is the only answer. That sharing love in its purity soothes and heals and brings you warmth, a reciprocal little of energy and light. A little flighty I suppose, but its the truth. When I switched from victim to love, the loving became easier and more gratifying than staying in bitterness. The problem I am finding is that people have a hard time letting love in. They feel like its a trick or suicide or that it comes with a list of must-dos and dont dos, a contract written in blood. We have conditioned and programmed people to push love away and to flee unless there is a guarantee that it is safe and a for sure thing. Love isnt safe if you are expecting anything from it. Love is a catastrophe if you dont see the beauty in it, however short-lived, however twisted and tangled it may have been. But love is who we are and how we live n joy. Letting love in allows us to understand our humanness and the ability to love from our divine nature. It is a gift from a higher power and fuels us on the days where nothing makes sense. As senseless love may be to some people, I find life without love a tragedy. My greatest gift is to love. Rawly and in the purist form I know. This puts me on the frontline for bullets made of fear but I am willing to just stand and stick it out, not expecting a thing. Just a vessel hoping to soothe a soul here and there. How different of a world we would see if people just let love in. I wont stop saying this, not until I touch a few people along the way who are suffering from deep wounds, fear and anguish...Let Love In. Just let it in... Besos!....Christy
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 04:39:09 +0000
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