How does one get over loss?I miscarried at 7 months,andaz njan cos all I remembr is that when my dad rushed me to the hospital cos ndasindwa sisisu sihleli n then the was blood evrywhere...the doctors told me there was no heartbeat so kufuneka akhutshwe.Ndandisele ndixabene notata womntana kwange festive sohlukana ke,bt umntana ke ebeyaz ngowakhe cos wayesehlawulile by the time i lost a part of me.Ndaqhuba ke ndaya eskolwen,tata womntana ke blamed me for nt being cautious and usath ndingu mama womntana wakhe.Khona ths incident yenzekayo which landed me in hospital n bhutiza stil said ndingumama wengcosi yakhe and evrytym he says that it cuts me to the core.At tym xa ndihlel ne 4rnds zam n zindibuze ndizala nin ndiziva sendithe kalok tshmy abantwana bam abazubano tata abohlukeneyo .Im seeing sum1 else n sumtyms i jst feel lyk im nt ready,as if ndilalela umntana or im cheating on my bby daddy.I lost my prince,izinto zakhe zisekwi guest room...which my parents let me us for nursery.Umntana kamakazi u preg,my aunt aint ready for uthenga into zomtana cz uth akamithisanga m2 yena...my mom thinks ngendimnika ezi n ne cot.My dad thought it would be best if ndibuza utata womtana cz zazithengwe nguye im jst a student,yase yath indoda haikengk,for nton?plz stop it..ezonto zezonyana wam and andizumfuna kwenye indawo. .I dnt even knw what that meant,i aint ready to gve these away..does that make me selfish??Cz kalok theyre close to my heart and al i got left :( Lhez
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 05:43:36 +0000
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