How have we lived? How have we lived this sad for so long? Why are we meant to live this sorrowful song? Everything in me knows this isnt right.... Its so wrong! 3 short....but sadly long years have gone by, Deep in my soul, I still ask why and want to die. But I still survive and look up high as I cry. I try to have hope and know that someday there will only be a blue sky We have been put through quite a blow. To others 3 years may seem a lifetime ago. To those that love and miss you, It seems like yesterday though. Everything is a blur, Those days make my heart drop for sure. With the love of God and friends we somehow endure. If only Grief and sorrow had a cure! Like Im living in a fog and nothing is clear. The pain of losing you is so severe. Somehow we make it through another year. We will be with you again..... That I believe with no fear. My heart tries to keep my head from thinking. I stop myself and keep busy Otherwise I may start sinking. If I think of that day, The sadness will stay Tragedy has made me isolated and gray. All I can do is pray that I can find my way. My heart skips a beat and breaks even more. It tears at my very core and is hard to ignore. Please Lord....take my heart and help restore. I close my eyes and wince, my heart is aching. I am so close to breaking. God is helping me and saving me.... In that knowledge, there is no mistaking. This life is so hard now. I just ask God to help us through.... Another second, minute, or day on this earth Without You. .
Posted on: Thu, 05 Jun 2014 19:36:03 +0000