How stupid am I ? I gave my heart and soul to person just to have it all crushed. This after being made to feel bad that an ex has contacted me, which I was upfront about it so nothing was hidden in the my relationship. Trust became an issue then so I let the conversations between me and my ex be seen. I was innocent as proven! Yet still I was made to feel bad only to find out my that my supposed girlfriend has been replying to her exes messages (which he sent her some provocative photos of her from there releationship). Even then the fact that I was in contact with my ex was wrong. Only to find out that selfie, none provocative in nature, but included a personal message saying do you want to have fun so had that intention only for that photo to be sent her ex as well albeit before or after it was sent to me.........I feel like such a fool, I am devastated beyond belief. Am I in the wrong for being mad as if I am I will be forever eternally sorry but I feel I have been made to feel bad yet I have done nothing! There is a saying the biggest racist is the person who calls everybody else a racist and I believe this is a similar case. I dont think hipocrisy is the right word. Life is shit and I hate myself, what is the point in living this shit existance.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 15:07:23 +0000