Hubby asked me what I missed most about Vegas. Jokingly I said All the cheap stuff. But what I really truly miss is the time I got to spend with family. Growing up, I never really had a family. I maybe got a little snippit of it sometimes but I never truly felt the real feeling of what it was to be a family. Being with my in-laws taught me that no matter what... family will always be there. They will give you hell but love you unconditionally. Seeing my family after so many years being separated, my heart finally felt whole. The feeling was overwhelming. I never had that privilege to have a family help me in my greatest time of need. I was always alone. Fighting and fending for myself to survive. My husband has always had that privilege of having his family right beside him, even when he didnt want them there. He is teaching me how to accept others help instead of always fending for myself. But after so many years of fighting, thats all I know how to do. Survive. Now I am at peace knowing that I no longer have to do that. My heart honestly didnt want to leave them but I know I will be back next year. I have never been so immensely happy. Thank you Grandpa for insisting I take this trip. Now I know why. Thank you Papa.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 10:10:03 +0000
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