Hug everyone I had a weird dream, that hit some major triggers on the traumatic scale. A few years ago I had a friend who was very dear to me, we didnt speak all the time as I am the reclusive type, but they were special to me still. The last time we spoke, was on the day they ended up passing away, something I didnt find out until... months later. Over time, I messaged them, received no response... figured they were mad due to the conversation that we had had when last we spoke. Tried to call, phone was out. Finally, a mutual friend informed me of their passing.. it was disorienting... harkening back to the childhood nightmares I had where Id look for people I cared about and others would say: Theyre dead Michelle, they cant come back. But it was very real. That person was the inspiration behind my starting Gloomy Sunday Productions. Im not sure if I create as an ode to them, or an apology for being such a distant friend. But it has helped so much, and through it I have grown. Sometimes I have this sort of dream about people whom I care for, but do not see enough. Or people I care for, but keep a distance from. Well, I had that dream today again... with an unexpected face as the focus. I woke up shaking with tears streaming down my face. The dream left me with the lingering image and feeling of a hug.. whilst everyone told me that they were gone. Maybe, because I am so reclusive *always have been really* ~ My mind is telling me that Im missing out on various people I care about, and if I dont reach out, it may someday be too late? Perhaps. So... yeh... Hug Everyone. May as well right?
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 21:12:27 +0000
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