I AM MY NUMBER ONE ENEMY. When I talk of enemies, I shrug my shoulders to to perceive who the potential ones are with contempt and deep hate. It doesnt end there, my mind unconsciously feeds my adrenaline with defense arsenals , incidentally its some peoples pleasure to do so. Unfortunately I easily and constantly forget that ISLAM is SUBMISSION TO THE WILL OF ALLAH. This is the honour that I have been given be my creator, but the ego is blocking me from establishing a relationship with my reality because it knows that when I submit, it will no longer be lord over me. Constantly pumping me until Im like a huge balloon filled with hot air. At some point, this balloon me is going to pop and when it does I will be in a tremendous difficulty. Whereas in submission, Divine will can manifest through me like a mirror towards all creation. But first, an enemy must cease to exist. Me. I must cease to exist, I must cease to manifest. Surprised? Yes thats a reality similar to what science is teaching us with binary codes. They say that all information can be broken into s series of ones and zeroes. When you are one it means that you are on, you are manifesting. Zero means that you are off inhalation. In Divine presence I must be off because God is on. There can only be one creator, there cannot be two in His presence. NOT MY WILL, BUT THY WILL BE DONE. Meaning, we must seek to inhale ourselves and die before we die. Saints had reached this station of dying before they die. It only mean they died to their desires. Now that I know my number one enemy, I dont need any arm against anybody or anything. Because the submission has equipped my with boundless love even to my perceived enemies.. Father forgive them for they dont know what they are doing!
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 09:11:19 +0000
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