I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU BUT NOT WITHOUT HIM |DIARY OF A GIRL ♥| Dear diary, It waz late night, I waz just sitting on my bed staring at my roomz pink wall for no good reason, basically, I waz killing time. This is what I do when I am extremely stressed out and sad. I waznt crying now coz I waz tired of crying. Whatelse you do expect from me diary? What did I do? Whatz my mistake? Just that I have a Best friend in my life? Yes! You guessed it right. You know diary, I know him since 9th standard. Itz been 6 yearz now and we are still the same, BEST FRIENDZ FOREVER. He is my BFF since the very start. He has seen me grow from an immature brat to an in process mature girl, he has seen me at my best and at my worse, he has been there with all my crush, hook ups, break ups, he is the only one who waz there for me when no one stood behind, basically he is my lifeline. But thingz changed when this new guy entered my life. For the first time I seriously felt attracted towardz someone, infact, I dont know, might be I fell in love with him, my so called BOY FRIEND. Everything waz going fine, the first few monthz were not less then a fairytale for me but my dream story broke when suddenly he started questioning about mine and my best friendz relationship. Can you imagine diary? I waz thunderstruck. I couldnt believe he waz so insecure. He said he lovez me and is possessive. Ok I understand his perspective but itz like I cant break my 6 yearz old friendship with my Best friend just like that right? We had countless and never ending fightz, argumentz, tauntz regarding the same topic everyday. I did so much to make him realize his importance in my life but it all failed. Day by day this freaked me out. I got extremely stressed out. I stopped my life. Today I see myself stuck in this flooded sand dung which has just no way out. I am stuck in it completely. Finally today, a while back my Boyfriend called me up and said he wantz to break up with me. I smiled and said Ok fine! You want to break up, itz fine with me. I still love you but I want to ask you one last question, for once just keep yourself in my shoes and imagine. What if you had a best friend whom you share a really good bond with, would you leave her completely? Obviously you cant, no one in this world can break such friendship. If I waz in your shoe, I just know one thing that I would have never asked you to leave your friend for me coz my love for you isnt that small that I would leave you just due to existence of a person in your life. Anyway itz your take. Bye take care and I cut the call without hearing his reply. Now I am sitting, staring at my room wall, thinking since long, lost totally, I dont know if I did right or not, I dont know if I am wrong or not but I just know one thing that... A GIRL CAN LIVE WITHOUT HER BOYFRIEND BUT NOT WITHOUT HER BEST FRIEND NOT COZ OF LOVE BUT COZ WHENEVER YOU LEFT ME CRYING, HE WAZ THE ONLY ONE WHO STOOD WITH ME, SUPPORTED ME, I AM SORRY, I CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU BUT NOT WITHOUT HIM
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 18:15:18 +0000
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