I CHOOSE TO SAY I DID AND WAS TRUE WITH MY LOVE ONLY TO SAY THE WAY YOU RAN AWAY,,SNUCK BEHIND MY BACK TO RUN AROUND BEHIND ME TO NOT TRUST ME OR MY LOVE AND WERE LOOKING FOR AN EXCUSE TO FIND ME NOT TRUE OR TO BLAME ME FOR WHAT TRULY EXISTED IN YOUR LIFE BEFORE I MET YOU ,AND MOST OF ALL BELIEVED ALL OTHERS WHO ARE LIARS AND FAKE FOR GREED AND SELFISHNESS OVER THE PROOF YOU HAD IN YOUR EYES AND HANDS ALREADY IN EXCHANGE FOR YOU TO BRING NOTHING BUT ANGER,,BLAME AND DOUBT TO YOUR SO CALLED LOVE FOR ME WILL NOT BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR MY HEART NOW,,SO I HAVE TO CHOOSE TO TAKE MY HEART AND NOT ONLY PREVAIL,,BUT REALIZE AFTER MY LOVE AND ACTIONS WHICH SHOULD OF MORE THEN PROVED I LOVED YOU VERY MUCH, ALL I GOT IN RETURN WAS DOUBT,,TRAGEDY,,TURMOIL,,PROBLEMS THAT WERE NOT MINE ON YOUR BEHALF,,AND MORE THEN ANYTHING,,,,HURT FROM TRYING TO LOVE YOU SO MUCH TO BE BLIND TO YOUR PAST PAIN AND ACTIONS YOU WERE DOING TO CONSTANTLY TEST OR DOUBT ME IN YOUR OWN INSECURITIES,,SO I HAVE AND MUST CHOOSE SO IT IS NOT AS IF I HAVE A CHOICE IN THE MATTER,,BUT I CHOOSE TO STAND AND STAY CLEAR OF ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO OFFER ME IN MY FUTURE OR ETERNITY,,,AND IT IS YOUR ACTIONS THAT HAVE MADE THAT BE NO MATTER THE OUTCOME I OR YOU CLAIMED SO DEARLY YOU WANTED. MISTRUST ON YOUR PART AND NOT BEING LOYAL TO WHO REALLY LOVED YOU AT THOSE MOMENTS END UP HAVING YOU NOT HOLDING ONTO THAT TRUE LOVE IN THE END NOW.....CHOICE HAS BEEN MADE,,I MUST GO ON OR MOVE FORWARD WITH MY HEART WITH NEVER TO WONDER OR WORRY OF YOUR WELL BEING OR WAYS THAT BRING PROBLEMS YOU CHOOSE TO BRING UPON YOURSELF,,I MUST PROTECT MY HEART FROM THE CHANCE OF EVER HAVING YOU OFFER ME THAT TYPE OF HURT,PAIN AND FAILURE AGAIN BECAUSE YOU DIDNT EVEN TAKE THE TIME TO TRY AND BELIEVE SO HOW COULD YOU EVER,,,BUT I WITNESSED YOU TRY AND TAKE THE TIME TO BELIEVE OTHERS AND NEVER COMPLAINED AS YOU ALWAYS DID,,,BUT IT WAS THE FAKES YOU WENT BACK TO BELIEVING IN WHOM WERE THE ONES OR TYPES OF PEOPLE THAT HURT YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE BEFORE YOU MET ME,,WELL THAT IS AND WHAT WAS THE WRONG WITH US,,YOUR PAIN AND HURT JUST WONT OR I GUESS CAN BE MOVED OVER OR AWAY,,,BECAUSE YOU WONT LET IT......CHOICES MADE NOW..NO TURNING BACK WHEN ONE PERSON GOES BEHIND ANOTHER PERSONS BACK...
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 02:46:16 +0000