I DEMAND JUSTICE for myself but my moral code tells me i must put others first. Thats how i feel when i responsibly say i expect there are very important people with financial connections and non partisan legal teams putting together some dead serious benefit packages for me and the non profits i support that we can manage together so i can do this job more effectively by making it more enjoyable before i go into cardiac arrest triggered by the internal stress im masking so often. I know it looks like im healthy and dead and thats confusing to bullies whod rather not put me to work for a non living wage at three jobs so i cant pay my rent and live on no life support. One would think Cumberland County Jail, Maine Medical Center and York County Shelters are good places to start collecting my personal damages that i want to redistribute properly. Since i believe money is the devil not love. I know its possible to be happy with nothing but i dont wish that on others. We have to reverse this since we are selling the souls of children for sport. It would be great if i never felt the desire to touch it again because it makes me feel like a whore and it ruins the world. There must be a way to hold my fictional parents financially responsible for my misfortune to the tune of everything they own. We can come up with an ethical retirement plan for them together and its NOT the death penalty. I know a lot of VERY serious people i love (MY REAL FAMILY) who would be thrilled to help me manage all that co-op money and turn it into VF currency. Fun fact for this Sunday and a wonderful weekend? THIS is what it feels like to tell your fictional father he doesnt love you with no emotion when he hugs you and says he does after screaming at you because you ask him for help. If you feel nothing at the moment you tell him his actions put the lie to his words and walk away. Some things simply have to be said. When you walk back into your cage you feel like crying because you hurt the feelings of somebody who loves you but doesnt know how to be human anymore. So you borrow your neighbors cell phone and tell this dad you love him because you are the most forgiving person in the entire world. But is it love anymore? Or simply the desire to erase history. Depends on your definition i guess and what love is suppose to feel like as opposed to forgiveness. I raised myself and im getting increasingly strong when it comes to my timing. In this case forgiveness is going to take a very long time. THE END
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 18:54:44 +0000
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