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I HATE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I NEED YOU! I MISS YOU! I WANT YOU! I DONT NEED YOU! I DONT LOVE YOU! I DONT MISS YOU! I DONT WANT YOU! -All these things run through my head when I speak to you. -Yet I ask myself the same question over and over again. Why let him lead you on? -They say you are supposed to treat your body like a temple. Well, he treats it like a kingdom. -He gets me going so far that I beg for freedom. SOMEONE LET ME FREE, I BEG FOR FREEDOM! SOMEONE HELP ME! -All I receive in return is silence. As if my words were spoken on deaf ears and said with the foulest of tongues. -There is a sudden noise at the door. It is him, the one who keeps me bound in these ever lasting chains forever to remain a prisoner of this wretched kingdom. Baby, I just want to talk. I do not want to hurt you. I love you. He says. NO MORE! I scream. LET ME FREE! REMOVE MY CHAINS! RIP OUT MY HEART! TAKE OUT MY LUNGS! REMOVE MY LAST BREATHS SO I NO LONGER BREATH THE SCENT OF YOU! I loved you. I put all of my trust and my faith in you and all you did was rip my heart out and shove it in my face, taunting me with it. Teasing me like a little girl and her favorite rag doll. I believed in you Skelton and all you did was hurt me relentlessly. Why? I screamed and pleaded for answers, hoping....praying he would realize what he does to me.....knowing he will never see it. -Bryan, I want nothing but to make it up to you but you know I was built from death and created to kill. I was designed to murder not to thrill. Maybe you should find the love of another. Thats it. He let me free. Just like that.... after five years of countless sessions of hours of passionate love making he lets me free. It seems this is one monster I could not tame like all the others. -I love you. Is all I say before I walk into the kitchen and write a note then take a knife out of the drawer. I do it quick and easily, I cut open my chest cavity and set my heart on the counter. The note read: now you know you will forever have my heart, my love, my soul....my everything. I love you.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 19:36:24 +0000

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