I Havent been to the court house since my brother was there as - TopicsExpress



          

I Havent been to the court house since my brother was there as Chief Magistrate... I guess subconsciously I avoided it in a way. But taxes had to be paid and I had to venture my way there today to do so. It made my heart feel so heavy just being there. I had to fight back tears. Made me think of all the hurt my family has been through. It Seems like just yesterday that I decorated Dals office for him. He was so proud of it. How many times he would tell me that if dad would have been alive he would have been Proud of him. He put a lot of hard work and I know he truly loved that job. But all things happen for a reason. All experiences, good and bad shape us and mold us into what God is preparing for our lives. With crushed dreams and leftover heartache and hurt for that season of his life....we now have picked up all the pieces and handed them over to God. But no matter how the outcome was in the end, I know the man that my brother truly is, a loving brother and kind person who would do anything for anyone he could. Not just myself but the families of all involved I know their hurt and feel their pain. But I also know we are an overcomer through Christ. That every heartache and moment of despair is only part of greater plan that only God knows. The enemy thinks He has won, but the enemy must know and fear that this had allowed things to fall Into place, time for him to seek God when he feels alone. Time for refuge from the storm and mending of the heart through God. I am awaiting to see the plan of The Lord in HIS timing....so for now, We will wait on him to come home and hope the enemy trembles at the fact that every email I get talks about God, every phone call to my mom He has turned anger into submission to God. Every day I believe in my heart he takes a step closer to HIM. Keep my family and Dollie Toler in your thoughts prayers, its a Long way to go, but I know through Christ ALL things are possible. Not any man can convince me otherwise!
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 15:25:43 +0000

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