I absolutely love my son, Elijah Xander Alvarez more than anything in this world. One thing I will admit due to recent life events my love for him has grown the verbal way to express the over whelming feeling I have for him is indescribable. He may drive me up the walls, bring me to my knees on even my best days, brighten my whole day on a horrible day, always smiling and showing his untainted personality everyday to others known or unknown fills my heart with happiness and shows me I am no matter what anyone says or thinks about me I am accomplishing my biggest goal of breaking the cycle my biological family unfortunately is known for, I didnt even grow up knowing my family personally it just seems to run in our family for history to repeat itself. I was at one point in my life headed down that road and I chose not to I got out, I got away and have stay away from those choices as well as lifestyle. Everyday I live for God and my son. God tests and pushes me to be better for my son and my son shows and reminds me Im doing something right in the ways I need to see to help keep my faith in God when I struggle. Big guy up there gives me what I need and definitely doing something right with my life despite my trials and tests I have to endure. Love life!!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 04:32:15 +0000
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