I always thought of myself as a rainbow warrior, but when I met others who also thought that way, (at least a thought they thought that way) I felt rejected, invisible. No one seemed cared about what I had to say; certain meetings where I attended when didnt have a chance to show my stuff, my art, my writings... All the art/drawings/medecine bones-feathers-etc werent noticed, or purposely ignored... at those meetings, there was always someone that would change a date for the next meeting because of her babysitting on that day so we would have to spend another 20 mins deciding when to have the next meeting... I tried to be part of stuff, the few events I did make it to (due to being told BEFORE said event, and even gotten a ride (but most of the events I made it to was because I had a car, and I helped many folks get a ride when I had a car.) When car-less, though, the world passes you by, like standing on a highway and no one stopping oh my, that reminds me of hitchiking out of the valley - or down the highway on Sunshine Coast, it sucked hitchiking along that one highway. It sucked for me. Im agoraphobic, nervous in crowds, unless I feel belonging, then I feel quite ok
Posted on: Fri, 08 Nov 2013 22:32:00 +0000
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