I always wondered why I was the one sitting on that couch when my grandfather was killed. That killed me, i DID QUESTION GOD, HE ASKED ME, WHY NOT YOU. True, I am a lover and believe in fighting for it, its a tough battle and days i do loose, Some ppl u will never be able to help if u never been what they been through....THE LIFE AFTER YOU SEE A LIFE TAKEN IS NEVER THE SAME. The way we channel the trauma is our CHOICE. I made the choice to LIVE despite death felt so sweet.. we have to Take control of our life and be a blessing to others. Deon wished he would have killed me, i wanted to die any way but that moment went differently then i ever imagined, I tried committing suicide many times before but God would tell me, NOT. We should never say our problem is too big for him to change. LIFe is about Ups and Downs. Now i can incorporate these experiences into a BOOK OF GUIDANCE. You have to turn the NEGATIVE INTO POSITIVE......Reaching out to ppl is why we are on here. LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR DESPITE WE ARE LIVING IN A TIME WHERE WE HATE OUR NEIGHBOR.
Posted on: Sat, 29 Nov 2014 13:38:35 +0000
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