I am a firm believer that God doesnt do anything to just Bless you but for you to share your Blessing with others to Bless them, so here goes...God has been sifting me in the last month and a half. My paycheck (safety net) at my main providing job was halted without notice due to some changes in administration. My other job was at the time just building up clientele, so it wasnt making ends meet, especially since I had to pay for supervision for licensure. We were denied for food stamps. Therefore, I had begun taking loans from my lovely parents. I hate borrowing money, but Pastor Van mentioned something I had to accept, your Blessings come through people. God Blessed my mom and dad to be able to Bless me and my family. During the time my clientele built up, but my expenses were still greater. So, I got adjusted to this. Then, two Sundays ago, I received the most devastating news/blow in my life related to a private student loan (devil). I, a Counselor, wanted to end everything. I at the time understood why people made the decision to do so. I didnt even want to go to my job interview that I had scheduled already for the next morning. Also, I didnt want to continue counseling my children. I just wanted to give up. But God! I had my mom remind me that God loved me. My dad, scrambling to make sure my needs at the time were met. My loving husband Brian Tyus, consoling me as I was sobbing uncontrollably. My dear son, wondering what is going on with momma and alerting Brian. My sister Stacy to make me laugh, even though I couldnt fathom the thought of laughing. I got up and put on a smile and drove to Tuscaloosa for my interview. It was a 4:1 interview. I just knew that this was the worst interview I ever been through. However, I knew I had to make the best of it because I had people that depended on me. I was weathering my own storm, that no one was aware of, all the while providing umbrellas to my children and their families that were/are going through storms as well. I knew I couldnt do this effectively on my own. So, I started calling Gods words back to Him: You said Lord that no weapon formed against me shall prosper. Lord you said you will supply all of my needs according to your riches in glory. You said your word will not come back void. You said that you would not put more on me than I can handle. Well, I am now a contract therapist at the Tuscaloosa Child Advocacy Center (a position that requested a LPC and I am only an ALC), making more than I could ever of imagined. It is my SEASON! Thank you my dear friend Cara for taking time on your birthday to give me a recommendation! Chris Thorne, thank you as well! I dont know who this is for, but God isnt punishing you, He is sifting things in your life and your Season is on its way! Trust and Believe
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 14:25:40 +0000
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