I am a women that turns pain into anger and anger into rage... I rather not feel emotions so I walk... run... hide... or lash out. Ive been this person my whole life.. I know no other way... This morning i received a call from my sis Gina Terrell... It was at 2:02 am... I looked at my phone and said out loud No... im not answering it... I dont wanna know ... But reality is I already knew... Then I received a text that said she had passed... When I was 19 i was a new mother and I was very much lost in this world... a very beautiful women Geri Champion came into me and my son Marquise Hammonds life.. She took use in as if we were her own... She showed me love... guidance. .. support... how to raise my son.. praised me on the good an had no problem correcting me on the bad.. It is now 4:06pm an I still havent talked to my sis... I know she needs me but once again.. I am hiding.. I feel like if its not in my face then it is not real... the situation does not exist.. I love u sister... Im trying to dial the number.. Im trying.... Rip mommy.. your last text to me was that you were tired... now u can forever sleep
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 20:13:03 +0000
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