I am amazed at how much I have changed, personality-wise. I remember when I LOVED public attention and would waste no opportunity making sure that my bosses and everyone else knew what I did. Then one day things changed. The responsibility of public scrutiny and the problems it brings with it caused me sit up, take notice and ultimately to be satisfied with simply knowing that I have done a good job. Im not a perfect person and I dont present to anyone a perfect example of humanity. It eats away at me when people honor me. I guess its because I know my flaws and hidden secrets. I was in a fancy, new restaurant on this past weekend, dressed in blue jeans and a grimy shirt (I never dress to impress). From nowhere someone recognized me (I still dont know her) and began telling me how excited to meet me she was and started introducing me to her husband. I was terrified and ready to leave almost. Somehow the more God elevates me and gives me opportunity to be seen, the less I desire it. Maybe its part of His plan. Maybe Im scared for no reason. I know that the enemy wants you to get puffed up on a false platform of praise so that he can sweep the rug out from under you. I only know that I am thankful for the true love shown, but you can keep the public attention. The appreciation of my wife, kids and co-workers are all I need.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 21:22:23 +0000
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