I am at the parents house eating drinking something im around the family members checked e mails relaxing today has been really calm peaceful full of serenity im content for this very minute the day i practicley slept half of the day away dreaming woke this evening with a severe headache i have awhole lot in my head im thinking about at this very second there hasnt been any drama so far just enjoying a very still quiet time mentally emotionally in my own mind of the thoughts running wild as im sitting here concentrating brainstorming everything here at home everybody is doing thier own thing life its self okay life in general alright i guess the mood im in a frowning kinda mood im in this evening theres alot to me and about me then meets the eye got awhole lot bottled up deep down inside of this heart soul of mine my feelings emotions are going haywire hormones chemical balances are going nuts and have a real pressure headache thats bangeing bad i hate it when the thoughts of mine are going crazy and just feel like i am frustrated with all of it also wish i could have a journal that way when i have days like i do i can jot it down on paper that way i dont have it on my brain thats just the way i am completly lost in train of the emotions im haveing constantly driveing me up a wall thats for sure lol confused out of balance overwhealmed with everything thats all has anybody felt like i do today and everyday too i wish things wouldnt make me feel out of place i hate the way i am feeling i need laughter again i want to smile once again im not happy at all im kinda in a negative mindset that is that i think ive said it all for now later fb sincerly me sharaM
Posted on: Thu, 06 Jun 2013 00:04:19 +0000
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