I am embarrassed about what I wrote last night... I hope I didnt worry anyone or anything...sometimes, I forget this isnt my personal blog space etc(well it is tech. for all of us but you know what I mean)... Nothing to worry about, I assure you, just feeling that clock ticking on my life as I see so many of you have families, wives, husbands, & kids, etc... I realize I have nothing. I also realize that now as Im starting to age that I feel hopeless. I also realize that the actions of kids almost 20-23 years ago have effected me and screwed me for life. I have no self confidence because of how I was treated when I was little. Im just seeing that the reason I value a relationship someone to the point of if I really want it I would fight for it...and pour my whole soul into it...right now though I can see that Im losing & thats ok! When it hits home and everyone around you has someone it really makes you feel even more alone. So there you have it Im fine just really tired of going to work working on music and looking forward to sitting alone watching Game of Thrones or going to a movie by myself. Well thats life just appreciate people you got in your life cause if your someone like me you realize how good life can be but not alone. all the tough guys out there gonna yell emo this that..... no its human.
Posted on: Mon, 28 Apr 2014 04:34:33 +0000
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