I am exhausted and fluctuating between running out of weak and - TopicsExpress



          

I am exhausted and fluctuating between running out of weak and running out of strong. Im begging God for help, begging. And yet in this moment of uncertainty, I am still grateful. I am grateful for friends that are concerned with making me laugh and spreading love, I am grateful that while I feel overwhelmed, my babies are happy, healthy and getting dirty or fighting with each other or laughing or making weird you tube videos because they could be sick. I am grateful I am also healthy and not battling illness or cancer. I am grateful that I can be active, that I have faith, even when it waivers at times, that as bleak as some of the moments today are they are not as bleak as they were 5 yrs ago when I was mourning a baby. I am grateful for forgiveness and love and that in a couple of short hours I will be on my mat, either laughing or sweating or still crying and none of that matters because its all ok and I am always loved and accepted everytime I step foot into that studio. Things can always be worse, things can be better. I am grateful.
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 20:25:26 +0000

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