I am feeling fantastic today, had a fantastic sleep, and am feeling very motivated today. I feel happy coz instead of annoying and irritating people, and making people want to avoid me, I am demonstrating the qualities that loved ones have always loved about me, and by shutting out negative thoughts and thinking positively has made me feel calm and happy with myself. I am my best supporter and always knew what it is I wanna be and just seem to struggle to keep at it, and gave up too easily. I now know I need to love myself and be happy with myself before I can love anyone else. I used to take certain people for granted and be selfish and unappreciative and always whingeing and moaning and being negative. Someone at work yesterday told me I have a beautiful smile when I do smile, and this isnt the first time someone has told me this in my life. The shrink told me she suspects I frown too much, as I have wrinkles on my forehead lol I have now learnt to be more appreciative of everything people do for me, and that people are trying to help me. And I am very grateful to finally be in a fully functioning network, where everyone helps each other, and makes the effort. I dont wanna harp on my past, but a particular person who has always put me down and got into my head and given me doubts and always put a stake between me and what I want in life, is not a very nice person at all. Ok thats it for another day, over and out :)
Posted on: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 09:57:19 +0000