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I am,for all intents and purposes,proud to make the following statement.If I fail in portraying those involved in a clear and concise manner I apologize in advance. I am the son of an incredible and beautiful lady who embodies the term lady to its ultimate peak.She loves me in spite of all my character flaws ,(which are abundant!).she not only fulfilled her role as a mother to the best of her otherwise limited abilities,but she was also forced ,due to harsh fate to fill the role of an absentee father who failed to own up to his own responsibilities due to cowardice and lack of back bone,I bare you much hate,and I owe you nothing as a man! I am the brother of two wonderful and beautiful ladies who have borne the heavy burden of seeing me fluctuate and be unstable as a house without a proper foundation,who at many times shook as a leaf.They too love me in spite of it all.My love for you both is unquestionable,although I have a funny and strange way of showing it.Thank you for always being there,you both deserve a special place at the table of the KING of kings,and LORD of lords. I am the brother of a man who has been a source of inspiration throughout the years,as I have seen him become the ideal husband and father that I have dream in becoming,(time its against my side,only a miracle from above will accomplish that incredible feat!).Although me and you are miles apart in thinking and perceptions,nevertheless,we are united in love and affection! I am the nephew of a lady who has seen her share of toil and snare,yet through it all she has a strong confidence that the clouds of adversity will soon dissipate and the SON will shine! She raised me as one of her own,as I was a burden forced upon her as a boy filled with hopes and dreams showed up on her doorstep.She took me in and did the best she could giving the circumstances.May your personal grief be soon turned into unspeakable joy! Im a nephew of a man who was raised the old fashion way, where the words,I love were a rare commodity,that is why they were never found in his vocabulary,(no fault of his own).In his own special way he did loved us all.One would only have to wait for him to get drunk to drown his own pain to hear him say things that were otherwise not existent.This man was the closest to a father that I would ever know.Pops,it goes without saying that I love you,and I know that the sentiment its mutual.May God smile upon you,and may He take into account the inner you who is yearning for lasting hope and peace,may you find what it is you are looking for. I am a cousin to four unique and distinct individuals who I grew to drop the temporary title of cousin and adopted the most proper and true binding privilege of becoming a brother to all four.Many good memories were forever etched and forged upon my heart ,as we lived under the same roof for many good,and also turbulent years.Being part of the streets robbed,both me and Joe of many good dreams.We blame no one but ourselves for the madness that turn our young hopes and joy into sadness.To both of my sisters,I love you with love and affection till the grave claims me as his own.Ricardo,I apologize to you if I caused you any grief.I both love and respect you for bouncing back with tenacity and determination from the fork in your road that diverted your steps into an unfortunate situation.But somehow you bounced back like a true champion and surprised us all with your cheer determination to be better than the three of us,you have earned all that you are because you chose to fight,and fight you did.May God grant you the grace to finish your personal race. I am a man who is tremendously grateful for all this precious people who I call my own.Who for some strange reason they have weather all the my burdens throughout all seasons.Everyone of you are unique in your own special way.Thank you for always being there for me,although I do not deserve it!I know that everyone of you are uniquely concerned with my well being,both physical and spiritual,I sincerely thank you, and hope that you do not lose confidence in me.My inner battles and struggles are heavy at times but they will never keep me from ever loving you.To all the rest of my cousins,nieces,nephews,brother in laws,as well as sister in laws,it is an honor to have you in my life,and to have the privilege to be a small part of yours.I believe,and I rest in the confidence and the fact, that I have neither wrong any one of you in either word or action,but if my cloudy mind eludes me and I have,then by all means forgive my folly. If you somehow took the time to read this long message,I thank you for doing so.Now why did I write this?Simply put,because these are feelings that are true and sincere,and because Facebook gives me the opportunity and privilege to do so!No,Im not dying tomorrow,so relax!Its just that I like to express myself through writing.And also,this way I reach all the parties concerned with one long swoop and stroke of the pen,or in this case,typing machine.To all my family,as well as true friends,God bless you all.Respectfully and sincerely,Louie.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 02:02:37 +0000

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