I am going to go out on a limb here. Ive been hesitant to post into the group, because its not a closed group, therefore, the public is able to see posts, including my friends. But, I am writing to you, as I assume you study dreams, as I do. And, I am interested in your perspective on this experience. I had a dream last night. Now, the narrative of the dream followed yesterdays exposure and experiences. i.e. I watched a film (A non-fiction documentary) and characters from the film where in the dream. This is normal for me as many of my dreams are influenced by my previous experiences. However, there has been a separate experience that has been associated with these dreams. And, more recently, I have been resisting an unidentifiable force. It often appears into my dreams and begins to attack at my physical body and the conscious state. i.e. last night, I found myself waking from this dream state and simultaneously, I was resisting heavily as if a person was standing on my back digging his feet into my back, while pulling on the upper region of my shoulders. It felt as if an Eagles claws had wrapped around my spine like a baseball bat and was forcefully, pulling it with all of its might. As if, it was attempting to rip it out of my body and split it into half like a twig. I found myself, resisting it with all of the mental and physical strength I could muster. I was laying on my right side, as if it was behind me, pulling from behind. I have been individually trying to diagnose what is causing this. In my opinion, there is nothing spiritual, mythical, or mystical happening here unless mentally induced through association with such ideas. Id also infer that during the moments of awareness within the alpha, beta transition, It may be plausible to assume that my motor skills are suffering momentary paralysis directed by the Thalamus, Hypothalamus and the Hippocampus. In these moments, it seems to be induced by objects which represent something of which I should be fearful of, yet, I am convicted, confident and always retain my own will, as if I am challenged by merely infliction or confliction. In these moments, I am always confronted by what would be perceived as pure evil or death itself as if it is attempting to pull a life force out of me, or as if it is attempting to gain control over my internal mental state of awareness. I have had many similar episodes. But, I have kept all of this to myself. Do you have any thoughts on this? Id appreciate your input. I am merely searching to know if you have had any similar experiences expressed to you, advice, counsel, suggestions, ideas, or input...? Thank you in advance,
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 05:36:47 +0000
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