I am having a very very bad day.. Wondering how my life got this bad.. Im so depressed and my kids deserve so much better! I have put on job applications everywhere and no one has calmed me for an interview! Christmas is a little over a month away and Im feeling so low! I have had a job since I was 15 years old! I wouldnt er leave a job unless I had another job to go too. Now Im sitting here months of being unemployed trying to figure out what Im going to do! This is all so new to me! I have a great family who is helping me as much as they can and I appreciate it more then I could ever show.. But it does make me feel even more useless! Im so lonely so sad and I feel like Im failing.. My daughters birthday is this month and I couldnt even throw her a party so my mom added her to my little sisters party on Sunday.. And I dont even have a gift for her!! Im sorry for venting Ive just been crying all day and just praying for something good to happen!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 16:00:43 +0000