I am having some trouble pulling all my experiences into some kind of consensus of understanding. I have had some episodes of what I call super consciousness. This is very difficult to describe or explain. I think many of my friends know that we exist on different levels of consciousness, there is a level where not a lot of emotion comes into play. Also out of body experiences which are not that easily explainable. When continually looking, the being I call Delphine doesnt exist as such. We are all a matter of conditioning, experiences, learning and a continuing, changing, process. Yet there seems to be some kind of awareness or consciousness working at a different level then ordinary awareness and is not necessarily confined by bodily experience. The wish is to be able to correlate all of these experiences into an understandable wholeness inclusive of these divergent experiences. I guess dreaming can occur on many levels as well. Some experiences have a hyper-reality to them, while others are more dreamy seeming. When I had the OBE any pain I had at that moment was suddenly gone, along with a blunting of emotional reactions and a more logical, rational , experience that wasnt clouded by emotion. Until I had the shock of seeing myself from behind and above and realizing that it was me I was looking at, lol. Then there was a sudden and very fast shift back into the body with all the pain I had been undergoing at the time. Where I had been was quite peaceful for a few moments or however long it was. I dont really know as time was experienced much slower during the OBE for where I was and looking at the people in the room they were massively speeded up. Any ideas anybody? I am also experiencing all kinds of weird electrical phenomena at the moment and something playing with my earrings or touching my hair. Not annoying, but softly, almost like play. Blue sparks on occasion too. ???
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 08:48:03 +0000
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