I am in an awkward new-be state right now. One that will have me at a crossroads. God is pulling me in directions I did not.. let me repeat did NOT see myself in at all. My map was WAY far south, east, somewhere other than this. MY plan.. while not a very sound one.. was MY plan. I feel a pit in my stomach as I type. I know people will exit my life. I know that God will weed some out. I know the ones that love me and love God the most will stay. I know that there are going to be those that say.. Oh look.. Amy has gone all Jesus ..lol Oh look Amy is into another thing. I am sure there will be eye rolling and OMG Amy is talking about MAG (Mer Almighty God ;) again. Really I wish she would give it a break. Wonder when this phase will end. Well let me say just a few words on that. Yes I will be talking about MAG a lot. I have already been called crazy.. and well Ive been called more for less. But it is still hard as a person to say well if they go.. they go. There are some that I REALLY want to ask GOD to keep.. please let them understand feel comfortable and stay. I am ALL in and it will show. One thing I am not is a hypocrite. I feel like once you know.. YOU KNOW. So there is no wishy washy.. how can you even do that? I dont know about you.. but I feel like once you witness the power of God.. there really isnt any turning back. I will be sharing any message that he wants me to. My MLM (Multilevel marketing business) gave me a lot of training in that area. I am used to people judging me and getting annoyed at my posts..lol Im now in the ULTIMATE MLM. One where I am building the biggest Network I could possible imagine for the best company ever and the best CEO ever. Phase .. well yes. It is a phase. I am in my last phase... the one that I will be in until I leave this earthy space. God jumped right in and didnt waste any time. He knows I am very excitable like a child and the more amazing things he shows me the more I want to jump around and share. The ultimate network marking business. Its funny how so much of this past year of learning was for this mission. First he started taking things away from me that I was not supposed to play with.. like a good Father. Things he didnt want in my hands he started taking away. That is never easy. You know you have to listen but you want what you want. So he gave me signs until I could no longer deny. The last was a straight God told me to tell you this from a stranger. He left NO room for me to deny that one. Then once he took my favorite things.. or the things I thought were my favorite.. he started opening little doorways in the hallway for me to get the gifts behind each one. The more I learn.. the more rewards I get. The more I give him the praise.. the more he gives me. It is quite fun really. How could you not be enamored, amused, and addicted to it even after only a few months. Just as with my business I am a proud Network marketer for the heavenly message. Telling me not to be would be like telling me not to breath now. I am not here to date, or flirt and I am not here for a boyfriend. I am here as a loving friend. A bug in the ear talking about the best most affordable products EVER. Love Joy Peace Kindness Goodness Faithfulness Gentleness Self-control If you are interested in hearing about any of them I would love to talk to you. :) My hope is that I will and can be so transparent that you can see God right through me.
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 20:42:54 +0000
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