I am just not sure about life, yeah I am in recovery and I am an ex-drug addict so what, I have had my far share of mistakes in my life and alls I can do is keep going but, right now I am getting turn down from jobs and it is kinda weird how I work at this one job and then they say they can not higher someone that has drug charges that were 7 yrs. ago maybe not all but , most of them!!!! I have prayed about things I have gave it all away to my higher power and I have work on other things in my life and life happens of course but , I am sick of trying I do talk about my troubles in life, I know how to apply my troubles with the steps but, by getting turned down and dealing with other things in my life!!!!! I want to be able to provide for my kids even the ones that are not around..........I do not want to depend on some one else but, I am just going to give up leave everything alone and try not to stay depressed, yes I said, DEPRESSED!! I thought I would never say that word again but, I am not in that deep depression to ware I can not pick my tounge off the floor!!! Thank God!!! Maybe I just need to say screw it all for now and come back to it later???!!!!
Posted on: Wed, 15 Oct 2014 03:23:34 +0000
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