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I am just wishing I were doin better than I am. With me being more open about my pains, frustrations, and having so much on my plate, it has opened the doors for others getting together with me to share with me their thoughts and concerns. Once I started looking back, I can now just about pin point when things started going down hill. Back in August I thought I was doing great. I wasnt. I got injured trying to prove something, once again...ugh. Me and my wanting to be on top of the world! :( Anyway, pretty much since then...I have been going backwards. I know there are a lot of good things that have come my way. I have been blessed to have gotten back down in my weight. That I am very thankful for. However, now that Im not actively loosing weight any longer, and havent been for awhile (dont have much left to lose anyhow!)...Im noticing my pains have come back. Even worse...they are extremely intesified with this cold weather! :( Every bone, joint and muscle in my body hurts. Just so tired of it! I know I smile a lot. I dont like to be down. At least if I have a smile, I am trying to look at the brighter side of something for the moment. Whether it be my kids or...whatever. Sometimes I fake it...really try not to tho! I try to stay humble and thankful for what I have. Im not perfect. I dont always get it right... I do know that this is a new year! I am going to make the best of it. And make right some of my wrongs! May you all have an amazingly blessed night! And thank you for all of your prayers for my grandfather. My grandpa Kanitz is my last living grandparent. :( I wont be selfish and pray for him to stay, I will be selfless and pray for the Lords will to be done. And if that means my gpa gets to stick around!!!!!! YIPPIEEEEEEEEE, Thank you Jesus. If that means something else, my gpa will finally be reunited with my gma. So...either way...Im praying for a win-win! Take care and God bless you all! You all mean so much to me. I appreciate each and every one of you...I really do. I have some amazing friends that really do get me thru some really tough stuff! Loves and hugs to you all! And thanks again for being there for me. I so truly appreciate it!
Posted on: Sat, 01 Feb 2014 08:40:20 +0000

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