I am of sound mind and body. Even though I cry as I write this,I am more relieved than depressed. In the event of my death and years to follow, there will be rumors flying around about me. Do what you want with them, the following is truth. I died weak,hated, desired and took the easy way out. My only regret is that I failed my son and my mate. I got into crack and heroin. Heroin led to my downfall. Crack kept me up for three days. I am on neither at this moment. I am on my cycle though. It sucks. I didnt have enough support.I was offered but I didnt take the help. Then I was left alone. No one wanted me anymore. Theres other things to tell but in the state of being crazy enough to end my own life,people will automatically deduce that whatever I tell them is made up in my head. But it is all True. I know for a fact. Damien you are my world. You are everything I couldve asked for. You are the breath in my lungs, the song in my heart, the reason Why I didnt leave sooner. When your brother passed away it destroyed me. And I didnt get help. Deacon. I love you more than life itself. You are A God. I worshipped the ground you walked on. Youve made me happier than any man ever has come close to. Do not cry. Live long, love again. Damien and Deacon, please stay in each others lives. I can tell you love each other. You are both so much more than i have ever hoped. Dean. Well always have Vegas. Casey Ream. You are truly an angel. I see nothing but success in your future. Mark. You are joy and an incredible friend. Daymarrie. I have your tablet. I was trying to get it fixed before your birthday. I failed. I couldnt find a charger for it but theresa virus on it that glitches. I couldnt have made a better brother. I love you. Lou. You crazy bastard
Posted on: Mon, 17 Mar 2014 17:38:36 +0000
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