I am so incredibly blessed. The outpouring of love on this page overwhelms me, uplifts me, inspires me and blesses me. I know some of you might question my choice to do chemo/dreamo treatments again... Let me assure you that I fully trust the process of healing, whatever form it takes. I have done all I can do myself to change my diet, alkaline my system, take herbs, meditate and exercise. So, like anything I trust the whys and wherefores will reveal themselves when necessary. Maybe Ill reach someone in treatment that I wouldnt see otherwise... maybe the doctors and nurses can learn something from me and I from them. From my Unity teachings I so trust in the process and believe in Divine Order. Mom met me yesterday in Indianapolis to hear the news. We shed only a few tears. There is no fear this time. We know what to expect this time. It will be even better than the last time because I am so healthy now. I am not healing from 3 surgeries like before. Lucy, my beloved colostomy is gone. (thank you GOD!) I am 35 pounds heavier than the last time and I am ready!! I have 2 weeks now to train. As if I will be running a marathon, or journeying somewhere exotic, I will work lovingly everyday to my best work in exercise, singing, meditation, yoga, tai chi and visualization in preparation. I will cut my hair in as many different styles as possible before I embrace baldness yet again. I do look forward to that! I will release unwanted stuff from life and create emptiness for God to fill. I will heal. I have written enough songs about dying, embraced my own mortality, and wrapped my arms around crossing over before all of this. Now its out of my system. Now I am writing and singing about life and living it fully! I Can-Cer tainly heal from this! Thank you ALL for knowing this with me!
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 12:16:04 +0000
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