I am supposed to be investigating the relationships that other people maintain between themselves and those in my family in order to establish myself? I have no open or secret needs or beliefs about myself that require a validation. Why would I try to generate a perception of me as someone that deserves inclusion as an intelligent individual as contrasted to keeping to myself until a relationship becomes a known trust? Do I have a worry over how I will be perceived if I do not engage in a display of quotient? These are all distractions from a matter called peace of mind. The relationships that other people have is not of concern to me unless someone engages me as an acquaintance. The steps in a progression of relationships is a bit too basic. It is almost as though I could not get my foot in the door of a university, much less make a good life for myself in the fulfillment of an academic potential. I have to deal with my life in the here and now, and not what it might have been. I have met quite a few people along the way that ended up the same way. To not be destroyed by life experience is the opportunity to try to make sense out of such. That is, of course, unless there are other people that get in the way of that personal process: Some do it to try to determine why it is happening, and some do it out of animosity. When I look up at the night sky, I speculate that there is a universe of potential for the existence of other intelligent life. Where life can exist, it will exist: Life is commonplace. Without the intention of a value judgment upon humanity, the human race is still the center of the universe in many ways. I hoped and prayed for something better, and found it. Not long after the Roswell incident, an E.T.E. (extraterrestrial biological entity) was deprived of its life as a component of classified government research in order to determine a possible hostile militaristic intention concerning extraterrestrial intervention in the human race. This being has been wandering around making friends out of people as a spiritual entity, and every single person that was befriended by this extraterrestrial has been subjected to research as to any aspect of the relationships that have been observed. There are some prominent government scientists and theologians that wanted to shift the relationships to a more elaborate set of arranged conditions by people that consider themselves to be more deserving of that interaction, and more highly trained. This alien being is quite capable of making up its own mind, and its consorts with other extraterrestrials is up for them to decide who is involved. Sometimes to not interfere is the best policy. The machinations to become involved with this extraterrestrial has resulted in the compromising of the life of anyone that it befriends. It was to be a show of force, and an offer of friendship at the same time. That was how I came to be a destroyed man.
Posted on: Sat, 10 Jan 2015 21:24:46 +0000
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