I am sweating passion and puking love everywhere. I make a mess everywhere I go. I have broken my heart beyond repair so many times. And I have broken too many hearts more than I fixed I am not afraid of love anymore, I am not afraid of myself either. I dont care about the things that falls apart during the process of loving I dont care about how many times I will fall apart because of love I dont care about how many things I stepped on to reach you I am not sorry for the ways I had to fight for what I love oh love .. that magical word that has ruined more than it had ever fixed, its bitter sweet .. it makes you brave and the biggest coward .. so much pain, pleasure and passion. A bundle of contradicted feelings that always comes hand in hand. The thing is.. I discovered that I am entirely made of love molecules, I bleed rainbows and cry rain. I have a restless mother nature like soul inside of me, and my sky only needed you, my sun, to clear up. I think if souls have temperature mine would be at feverish 40 degrees since the day you touched me. I am afraid to be seen in public with you, because I could almost swear that my body generates this sort of colorful heat that emits from me to you, invading your skin pores to make love to place I cannot physically reach. I came to conclusion that a person needs to be entirely broken at some point in order to know how to actually live, Only down there, on the bathroom floor, while you are picking up your shattered pieces is when you get to know the most about yourself, is when you see how beautiful and ugly you are and how it is okay. Every night before I go to bed, my lover reminds me to forgive myself, and tells me that; its okay to break a few hearts, including ours, at some point, its okay to know that a part of us is ugly and it can do harm, Because I am human, and I carry within me all sort of feelings, some of them has got to be bad, See emotions are like a case of crayons, and some them are black and gray, but there is also green and red and yellow so its okay. and if its not okay now, it will be at some point.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 21:17:17 +0000
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