I am tired! Tired of being tired, tired of back to back catastrophies, tired of biting my tired of being a punching bag, tired of disappointing people, tired of failing myself for the sake of people who have no love or intention of love for me, tired of not appreciating the breath in my lungs, tired of doctor appointments, tired of sickness and disease going away and then coming back on another organ or body part, tired of hearing about real hatred and not just in joke form, tired of tears, tired of career liars, tired of holding on....Im exhausted! I am not able to be utilized to help or be there for anyone else if Im so consumed in the hurts and mishaps of my little world. In case anyone ever wondered my desire is to live to show people love. That is one thing I am confident in, the love that I contain for people. I forgive quickly because God forgave and forgives me of unspeakable things and the gratitude i feel for that is matchless....we are made in His image and are to share whats been Given to us...with that said I feel extremely ineffective and self consumed....I need a mishap woe is me detox....I need time to myself to regroup and refocus....amazing opportunity awaits for me to activate an amazing life not only for me but for my babies and those around me....please dont condem me if I am not chatty or perky right now, I need the rest of this week to only do the necessities, like work and home stuff...this weekend I will be surrounded by disgusting amounts of wealth and prosperity encapsulated by beautiful aesthetics as i am required to attend a company function....No kids, just me....I need this time...if you call me friend and mean it please support me in re-finding me Ive been lost in my circumstance and lack....its time to suck it up and fix this mess called my life...many of you already know about my transparency so you will understand where Im coming from...,for those of you that dont...I lay my life out for you to be a blessing or a reminder of how good you are actually doing with your own lives or to maybe even relate to someone....I love all of you dearly but now its time to love myself..... #gonefishin #metaphor #idontfish #plugmein #daughterFather(God)time #cocktailsareamaybe #keepinitreal #Jesusknows #teamLove
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 04:23:10 +0000
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