I am trying really hard but I still am not in the proper head space I thought I needed to be in. Dont get me wrong still a big huge fan but for the right reasons and not the wrong. I think it would have been quite appropriate at a different time in my life. But Im just not there right now and I dont think I need to be. Maybe I have just let go of the anger and hurt. Which is a good thing I suppose. It doesnt seem right that I should be happy but I just am. I am not an idiot. I foresee the storm before the calm but anxious and excited for a tranquil pond. I just like it but I dont need it anymore. I thought that I would, seems like I should but I dont. Progress. The funny thing about feelings is they arent tangible, they are easily altered if you just wrap your brain in different head space. My head is filled hope and promise. Dont get me wrong its not all hearts and flowers but I am less worried than I was. Im a plotter, planner, and worrier by nature but I just gotta tell my self its OK to branch into the unknown and that it will eventually be OK. Better than OK. https://youtube/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=-YNEH8csGwk
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 16:33:50 +0000
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