I am unhappy. I have fallen into the level of the ordinary person at the age of 22 lives - blaming others for his unsuccessful life and sailing in the ocean of excuses until the end of his days. My days are gloom for I have had a dream in my entire life that I did not try to live up to even once in the last many years of my life. I have been drowning in the sea of people whose life is not made of big ambitions and great dreams. Like a king, I have fallen. I am not a good friend. I live in my own castle whose yards I rarely let someone in let alone the castle itself. I walk on the street and I see nothing but the place I am going to. I do not notice the people I know on the street. I am not a good friend. I rarely talk to people that I have spent moments with even though I often think of them and what they have taught me. I am not a good friend. I do not enjoy the world I live in and a time has come where I am embraced with an urge to change it. I am willing to put all of me into the dream I am chasing. And I really am willing to sacrifice everything in order to get to the goal I have set for myself. That, of course, means not that I am going to leave everyone I love behind. Here, most of you will say that its the road Ive walked that matters and that I should not walk on it with such a destructive force. In a moral way, those of you are right but those who know me well will know that this is not the way things work out sometimes and that I have suffered heavily from my decisions being in most cases thought over and over again. For me, my professional development the way I want it is the thing that is going to make me happy in life and hence the reason I am taking such actions.
Posted on: Thu, 18 Dec 2014 13:05:51 +0000
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