I am up because I cannot sleep...I woke up with a panic attack....trying to recognize it and accept it and get through it until everything starts looking better and I can pull myself together for one more day...This is the hardest day of my life...for my mom who is 76 I have never ever seen her in a hospital...she has never had surgery or been sick...she has always been on the go staying busy and nothing has ever slowed her down..She will go through some things today and be in a 2 hour recovery and will need help for the next several days...we know she will have to go through another surgery ..but we are praying that she doesnt have to take the chemo....I have a sister who is not well with a pace maker and on Oxygen..I have a husband in a wheelchair who needs me..I have a son who needs me 24/7....I help my daughter who has 4 children....I help my other 4 grandchildren.....with needs all of them....and the everyday stress...it seems like every family you talk to anymore are going through tough times.....stress is on the land...I tell myself all the time I cannot have a breakdown....I try to pull myself together to just try and bake ... I loved baking..it kept my mind off things.....but lost all interest in it anymore...worry will kill a person...I had a Dr one time tell me if I couldnt find something to worry about I wouldnt be happy....I guess I am in my happy place....I dont have to try and find something to worry about anymore...it is coming from every side....I battle a chronic skin disease myself with no cure...Prayers for our family and we will pray for your family!!!
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 09:48:50 +0000
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