I am very confused. Thursday night I was up late getting stuff done, then unable to sleep until late because I was feeling panicked. Friday I got the kids to school, came home, ran some errands, cleaned, did stuff and was up late. I think maybe I might have slept Saturday night, but Im not sure. Not sure about Monday. Tuesday night, I was disturbed over and over until I wasnt able to fall asleep until well after 2 and maybe 3. Wednesday night... well, I have to get up in 90 minutes for school. I think today is Thursday but its so so confusing. All I want right now is a hot bath, warm pajamas, clean flannel sheets that I can sleep on until I wake up rested, then a comfortable place to sit and knit under bright lights without anybody talking to me so I can pay attention to the knitting pattern for a change. I want to pull out the NICE yarn that Ive been stalling on bringing out because I want to be able to take the time to savor it. No, today is a cheap acrylic day. I want to go to Out Of The Loop, Inc. Yarn Shop and find out how many students you need for a private class and how much it would cost. Dorothy and I both want to learn to make socks. I think Eva might as well. If the three of us did it, I bet others would want to. Then we could talk about making it an official school THING and go during class time. I really like that idea. Sometimes I feel like if I start to cry, there wont be a way to stop it ever ever ever but I cried this afternoon and then I stopped and it was okay. Its hard to remember when you havent slept in a thousand years. I could go make myself a warm mug of spicy mulled wine and it might even work, but drinking at 4AM when I have to leave the house in under 4 hours doesnt sound like a good plan. If I cant have wine maybe Ill have peanut M&Ms.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 09:01:35 +0000
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