I am working on an official post, but for now, I need to post to all of you who feel my pain. I want to let you know that my wonderful sons, Sids wonderful sons who are reflections of him, kept me sane today. They grabbed me and made me leave the ridge. They took me out for lunch. They distracted me with conversation when I felt the need to hurry home to take care of their father, who no longer needs me. They understood that I am now chained by conditioning to be at home, that it is not possible for me to feel relaxed when I am gone. They held me close as I walked over ice. And at times, I saw the strong men that Sid Anderson raised with tears streaming down their cheeks. They stayed up with me until nearly dawn, and they were wonderful three hours later when I had a frantic attack and woke them up. I see in them a reflection of my Sid. I am not sure right now how I will live through this, but I am so loved. I will get through it with my family, one day at a time. Your love, hugs, and prayers mean everything to me. You give me such strength. God is giving me strength. Even though I dont know how I will survive this, I know I will.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 05:35:18 +0000
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