I apologize in advance for the length of this post, but I made a potentially horrible mistake and I want to post it here to ensure Ive done all that I can to fix it. 2 days after my birthday I met 2 spiritually conscious boys around my age. My definition of spiritually conscious is someone who is aware of Spirituality, but this does not necessarily mean they have had or are ready for a Kundalini Awakening. For the first time people didnt think I was crazy when I tried to open up to them about the way I saw the world. I told the 2 boys about my Kundalini Awakening. I explained the events including my Astrological Calendar that so accurately predicted it. They told me they wanted an Astrological Calendar for their own spiritual research of 2015. I bought them both an Astrological Calendar with the intention of bringing them joy because I was so happy that someone understood my language (Spirituality). Now that they have the Calendars one of them has hinted asking about my Kundalini Awakening which has now lead me to believe that one of them are trying to have one which scares the hell out of me because I do not want them to go through what I went through. I was completely NOT READY for a Kundalini Awakening nor did I understand what I was asking for and how it would dramatically change my life that year. I am trying not to fear for him, because his intentions are still unclear, but I do not want to be responsible if he has a Kundalini Awakening and he is not ready for it. --- SO, What I did with a PURE DESIRE was pray to the Kundalini Goddess apologizing deeply for opening up a door to a potentially unsafe situation for another human being who may or may not be ready for the experience. I made it clear that I care very much about his well being and I want him to have a GOOD experience. I 100% did not realize what he might TRY to do if he got his hands on an Astrological Calendar (which alone cannot awaken a persons Kundalini). I was not thinking and I am SO SORRY. I would cry if anything bad happened to him and it was my fault for telling him about my experience. I am still unclear if he is attempting to have one, or if he just has a genuine interest in Astrology. I am also trying to forgive myself for not knowing. I dont want to beg him not to do anything, because it might inspire him to do something. I am such a fool. I just dont want anything bad to happen to him. Is there anything else I can do to protect him?
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 03:22:21 +0000
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