I ask y keep kicking a man wow he is down and keep kicking him??? Y cant they just pick him up and help him?? I do have income coming in and other source of income and I did the best I could to keep the house going?? But as I struggled and I asked for help in a way thats a little different I kept being kicked while I was down no one offered to help pick me up to support me and understand but I was struggling to find work.... People know that Im not lazy and now I have no transportation I have lost my unemployment because I could not make it to the unemployment office I have lost multiple job interviews and Im reaching out for help and Ill still get kicked..... Its funny that people can sneak and talk to people behind other peoples backs but when I need help it can never happen Ive never snuck behind anybodys back to meet somebody Ive never plan to meet anybody when Im with one person Im with that person and I hope but I can one day get over my multiple sclerosis my PTSD mild traumatic brain injury but I do know people that have seen me get up could barely walk and I still go to work Im not lazy... Yes I have tried to commit suicide twice and not once the person I thought would come or call and talk to me to make me understand that I have a lot to live for did not make the call my friends my family are the only one that came to me by via phone and text message and talk me down from killing myself no it wasnt a joke I was going to commit suicide I am in that bad of depression and the person I thought cared and loved me the most didnt even reach I know she doesnt think of me anymore I know she doesnt even care I know she doesnt reach for me at night anymore because she got what she wanted and if I committed suicide that night her everybody the does not like me but I got exactly what they wanted made completely out of her life but its funny that everybody can sneak around everybodys back make plans to meet with somebody been talking to somebody then when that one particular person made one fatal mistake I made a call and give me the information I did not need to hear thats what triggered my suicide Im a angel safe at this point love one and all
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 03:32:46 +0000
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